Hmmmm Something true about me.

1) When I was younger... I would find lady Bugs and butterflies in the yard... and with my lightning quick relexes catch them, and feed them to my pet Praying Mantis.

For some reason I loved Praying Mantis's and didnt mind killing butterflies to feed them, In fact I felt sorry for the Praying Mantis that it had been made to be a killer when I felt it had the spirit of a flower. (I know that didnt make sense)

2) Another secret thing I did when I was around age 10 or so (to this day haunts me making me think I am twisted in the head) was I would catch bugs, and throw them in Black Widow Spiders nests feeding the spiders, and would watch them wriggle thier legs and inject thier poisen into the bug... I actually FED the creepy thnings.... It was as if I wanted to feed them, but in the process I murdered the cute little rolly pollys... :(

and would feel guilty about it half way through it getting sucked to death, so i would take a stick and scare the spider away and unwrap the bug from its mumified cocoon, and save it (but because it was bite with the poisen still died... so i ended up killing the bugs and starving the spider.... Geeeez I couldnt even make up my mind what animal was to be given my attention.

weird huh... luckily I got out of my (lets see things get killed and eaten stage)