I will NEVER endorse DRUGS, or activities that harm others. However, I am human, and I have in the past had to deal with some very traumatic experiences. I did for a while partake in illegal substances, because the pain was to much. The only problem is/was that I wanted to escape. Escape from myself and everybody.

What I found out though was that it FORCED me to face myself. I will never be the same because of it. And to be quite honest, I don't care what people think about me anymore. I have a purpose to fullfill, just like all of you do.

And yes, I can be for something and have my actions go against my beleifs. No one is perfect. In fact, the more you try to become perfect, the harder it is to achieve.

Anyways I just wanted to tell you Mike and Josh and Pejo that I am proud of you. Keep it up, you will be fine.